focus on something other than myself

Well , I kinda achieved that by being Stage Manager and Lighting designer for the school play.

I couldnt get completly out of myself, or be totally social.. but it felt right.

As you can by my list of 43 things.. theyre all about myself not just goals and actions.. but basic things i want to change about my personality. I figured out one day that if I continue to focus on the fact that i would like to have friends and care about other people, that this will never happen to me while i sit around and obsess about this problem to myself. I can only help myself if i move on and start changing things. I would also just like to be nicer and eventually more sincere about thinking about other ppeople instead of forcing myself to do it.