be more reliable

I edited this persons assignment and they were going to pay for it. Only problem is yesterday i told them to meet me at 5pm…..and what happened..I forgot and didnt show..When I remembered I knew I had to call him but well..I did not know what to say and I would have to arrange for another time as well and thats a problem because I always forget my schedule. My schedule varies so much these days that its hard to keep up, its confusing..So well, I procrastinated and now its 9pm..What should I do? I dont want to call him because it will make me feel bad but it would be good to collect the $300 he owes me.

I feel embarrassed with myself when I am unreliable and forgetful and people get mad at me which I also dont like..

Stuff the money, I am too embarrased with myself..

Sometimes I will tell people I will call you, but I dont get around to calling. I told my grandmother I will write her a letter, but I havent yet. Sometimes I tell people, lets go to the movies and then when they try to arrange something I get to busy.

I say things and I dont follow through..not because I dont want to but just because I forget or other things come up..As a result, I get stressed out.

So I guess I really need to work on this goal.