look good, feel good

I never think I look good, until months later, when I look at the pictures, and I almost look like someone else, THEN I say to myself “damn im hot! Im not half as bad as I thought!”
But always, always, in the moment i feel fat and ugly. It’s got to stop.

I want to feel good, look good, and know it!! I want to be grateful for my inner joy and peace and grateful for my beautiful body!