Still trying to find the best method.
22 months ago
I can’t really ever say that I have truly experienced ego death-I look forward to it. I have been lost in my head on LSD at the age of 18, but I was fearful and agressive because of my loss(of identity perhaps?) I’m not even sure if that’s ego death, but I’m trying to learn more. This is a huge goal for me, and I understand how painful it can be, and that I’m in no way prepared yet. I think about it almost everyday, I talk about it too much, but for some reason I feel I need it. Hmmm, perhaps that’s why I’m so into sham,ns and mushrooms since I was like in 6th grade? I’d love any suggestions. Are there any other methods other than entheogens or asceticism?
