To live instead of exist

I feel as if I am just wasting my life away right now. I’m stuck. I always feel like I am stuck. I finally finished my degree this summer and I know that things should really be happening for me now, but I seem to be incapable of going out there in the world and finally start LIVING. I graduated from college more than 4 months ago and still have yet to move away, find a job… do anything at all. I’m starting to think that maybe I am afraid to live. Lately I don’t even know where most of the time that I waste goes- the days just seem to fly by, each day the same as the last. I never imagined that I would be this way and I’ve never felt so useless in my whole life.
I know that I don’t want things to be this way forever and I’m beginning to fear that if I don’t start finding motivation and making decisions, they will be.