repetition
16 months ago
totally fugged my a levels. confused about going to uni. considering going back to college to fix my grades, but stupidly terrified by my head of year. discussing my relationship with my ex is becoming a pressing necessity which i keep avoiding. trying to detach myself from my mother is also in that category of neccessary tasks. so many things that aren’t exactly right, but not entirely wrong. i don’t know what’s worse. the rut i’m stuck in now, or the rut i’d be stuck if things were respectively ‘wrong’. at the moment i have no idea where to start on fixing things. at least if stuff was ‘wrong’ i might have a base-point to begin fixing it all up.
