grow wings

But does anyone remember there was a website posted MANY months ago (anywhere from 6-8) that was talking about a growth hormone release meditation track, where if you listened to it, it would tell your brain to release that hormone, and the person was saying we could use it to release it for our wings.
But it wasn’t that just that track. On the website it came from it had a BAJILLION tracks ranging from simple lucid dreaming to success at work…
I really loved it but forgot the link!!!!!
Help!

(Or if you don’t remember but you have a website like it then i would love that too!)

Was crying a minute ago. In fact still crying, but I can’t tell if it’s happy or sad.
Lemme just say now I love my family. My real one more yah. Anything, but I love this family too.
I hate fighting. I hate sadness. I hate boredom. SOML.
I know this is completely irellavant to this goal. But I needed to be here. I would have gone insane.
And what ’s goin on with me, right now has nothing to do with you right now, but LBC. I ‘m pretty sure you’re the cause of all my problems. You want teens to stop fantasising and face reality? Well my reality sucks! That’s why I dream of wings, so that there is always that hope of getting away. And if that doesn’t compel you to leave us alone? Nothing will you heartless bastard.

Hey, I need new music for my spotify!
I like songs from “We are young (Fun.)” and “Kids (MGMT)” to “Waka Waka (Shakira)” and “New Divide (Linkin Park)” again, to “Lights (Ellie goulding)” and “The dog says are over (Florence)”

So help please?

I’m resolving to put avatar pictures that have (somewhat) to do with what I’m saying in EVERY one of my posts!

(You will being seeing a lot of Sokka…)

God I remember when we had 600 people…. Now we are at 1,233?! Dang!

Well this sucks. I’ve been reduced to ranting to the Grow Wings goal. I hate having to keep secrets.
Well might as well start with the most recent.
A girl at my school is pregnant. You know. MY school. The one with the $15,000 a year tuition and strict schedules and perfect little bitchy kids? Yeah. Where it’s the safe Haven from the “scum” of Memphis. Yeah Well one of my friends go pregnant with a guy’s kid that she barely knows. She has a boyfriend too. And she is going to get an abortion. Yeah. I’m fucking torn up. She wants to get one to keep the pregnancy secret from her mom. I HATE abortion. At least when it’s for personal choice. If it is for medical reasons then I guess it’s okay, but just because you don’t want the kid, it just isn’t right!
sigh
I hate teen pregnancies….
The best part of all of this? That none of you even have the heart to read this post. I’m getting torn up and there is nothing.
Also one of my friends… she has been having problems with family. She won’t tell me what though. Honestly I consider her and two others my most valuable friends. She actually cried today in English, and told my other friend, but this other friend… she doesn’t know as much. But she tells her everything even though I’m closer to her. But her older sister tried to commit suicide like two years ago and she walked in on her and stopped her. Ever since stopping her, she has been really depressed. Thank God she hasn’t started cutting but she is close. I don’t want her like me. But this like is really hard on me too, but she doesn’t know it…
okay you see, When I got depressed, I started my “mask” as I like to call it. It kinda just makes me look happy even though I am depressed. Like but she is really spazzy and happy and loud. So i started acting like she would. And I didn’t tell her that I was doing that. But when I wasn’t depressed anymore I just kinda acted like that so I would still have something to go back to if it started again. But then I realized that she was just as depressed as me. If not more. And she had this same mask. And so now I want to tell her how I was and stuff and how I kinda copied her and then found that she was like that… but I don’t know how to say it. And she get’s really defensive when asked about anything like that. I want to let her know that she can trust me with anything. But I don’t know how to tell her.
So yeah. Long post about shit done.

MEW MEW! SOMEONE POST TO WATTPAD! I’M AT SCHOOL ANDBORREEDDD!
Spazz done… courtesy of Fang…
XD

WATCHING ZOMBIELAND!
Can’t stop laughing at the goriest parts….. :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yavx9yxTrsw&feature=related

SO here is the best YouTube video you will ever watch… Literally
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6VCnYkNYLo&feature=related