let loose

i payed 3 hours of pool beat K then dance 3 hours more. then apparantly went to town on K. i’d say it doesn get more , uh, chilled, than that

:)

tomorrow
i really need to have fun

i am cleaning out and throwing out old stuff

shoes

clothes

i start to alter things that dont fit

i am aware i am getting fatter but its ok! i am happy

doin chores and getting more cheery about having groomed appearance and getting things neat and tidy and having a more space.
am i getting happier?

i hope so

:)
S

E and its pleasant and fun

.

.

z
then j
then k
then t
then k in a span of 2 weeks
life is never the same again

i decide to quit

i buy my favourites:
rollmops
airdried beef,
indian tonic water
vinegar chips
sour cream greek youghurt

i overspend but at least for today, i eat what gives me true pleasure and I can not be responsible

relief!!!

i gobble it all down. sourcream on my face and fingers. but I am so delightfully satisfied. Mmmn!