Where to start or shall I say finish?
9 months ago
Image, what does it mean? I have a fucked up body Image of myself. I really want that to go away. Now that I look back to how I looked and how much I weighted its crazy. I was 124 and thought I was looking like a hippo – courtesy of my ex always instilling in my brain that I was fat, and my legs and stomach and arms and I could go on and on. I am obsessed with dieting and food. But now I find myself doing and thinking better all within 2 days. I don’t know how or why. I guess he told me these things to “hold me back” now that I am really a little large, I kind of feel great and can not explain what’s going on. I have hit it. Only if I could of thinked like this before I could have saved myself.
