they just talked about how nasty gay people are and how they get all sex disease and question why gay people even exist… i am so disappointed and discouraged about coming out to them.
you know not everyone would understand anything.
I dunno. I need to step back and make myself clear… Maybe I am just not in this channel, you know itz hard to tell people what to do, change or believe, I would hate to have others telling me what to do… well coming out is still the goal I want to archieve
but .. maybe is not worth it to take the risk there???
Jun 25, 2007, 01:56AM PDT | 1 cheer | 5 comments
the more i am close to the people around me, the more i want to come out…. i want them to know the true side of me… and be my true friend…...
I rather be myself …. than hiding it forever
Jun 23, 2007, 09:41PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
Well I hope i am just a girl so i can tell him but I know I should not focus on what I don’t have
Well at least I want to let everybody know I am gay so I can be myself in front of them and I will get an answer from him. you know… getting a No is better than waiting and guessing… I am over with imagining shit.
I am just so afraid they will all stay away from me… I am afraid of how they think of me. but i guess they are already wondering the possibility of me being gay since I have never mentioned about my gf. Gosh i just can’t open my mouth
Jun 23, 2007, 12:10AM PDT | 0 comments
