fall in love with someone who loves me too

i knew it wasn’t going to be someone i’d fall in love with but you never know where love is going to find you. unfortunatly he found someone he loves while he was away. I hope it works out for him but here i am writing this post. i’m sad, i really liked hanging out with him. what am i going to do? i don’t know but surprisingly there actually are a few tears shed for the last three weeks or so. i’m a lame-o

well, back to square one, the guy i was dating dumped me after a year and 8 months. bummer! nice to be on my own again, i think he was just dragging me down. i’ve accomplished so many goals that aren’t on this site and done a whole lot of what I want to do. still is a bummer though

i have a boyfriend but i don’t know if i love him but i think that he loves me. but then i think that he’s cheating on me because he has secret text messages in the middle of the night with someone who says he’s sexy and calls him sweetie. i don’t know what to think but i’m depressed over the whole thing. am i just paranoid and don’t think that i can have someone love me? i know for a fact that he’s texting someone and he’s never told me who it is. Do i even want to be with this guy if he makes me feel like this? i don’t know