Just make it through the week..

well at least tonight was great =]

so i basically just feel like giving up.
curling up in a ball and just like, dying.
it would be so much better than all of this.
tomorrow’s friday and that’s what i keep telling myself..
but it’s just not going to be over soon enough.
i still have a paper to finish.
and i still have to deal with Him.
and everyone at school tomorrow.
i just want to sit here and cry,
but i’m too busy for that.
and i hate it. =[

• two papers to write tonight
• he’s passed out again. at least he won’t bother me.
• mom’s home early
• going to pick up my paycheck in a few minutes.
• had to borrow money from my mom for gas.
• EXHAUSTED
• tomorrow’s finally friday. and the last actual day of school.
• finals start on monday.

7am and i’m being yelled at. this week just will NOT give me a break. ugh.

• no paycheck. she’s supposed to call me. but she’s a bitch and won’t.
• hair appointment..i don’t have a check from my parents.
• my car is making weird noise.
• i have 1/4 tank of gas. and no money.
• my friends are being extremely bitchy. and rather conceited cause they think that the _only_reason i’m upset is cause of them.
• my father is passed out. it’s 3:30pm.
• i was crying before 8am this morning. never a good thing.
• i’m starving but i don’t want to eat cause i know i’m getting fat
• i have to do two amstd papers before friday
• finals start next week.
• 45 problems left on my chem packet, due monday
• everyone hates me.
• this is just gonna be the worst week ever.