write a novel even if it never gets published, is he worst nivel ever, even if i finish it he minute before i die

i love writing its so fun its like reading a book you dont know what will happen next its amazing to write i want to finish this ne story i started
to write and try to make it as long as the characters and the
story can develope. (if you read all that im writing i apreatiate that your taking your time to and you might notice i babble alot sorry its a habbit of mine i try to control)

all of you who want to
write a novel ir a story dont do it for fame do it for you it
might be alot better than if you pressure it =)