be less anti-social

I’ve definitely accomplished this, I think. Rather than finding excuses for why not to go places, etc, I actually went to a party at the end of the semester, and enjoyed myself. Plus, I’m not so afraid to speak up and talk to people. And I had lunch fairly regularly with people who weren’t my best friends in the entire world, but who had invited me anyways.

lskajfd This is not working out so well :| mainly because I dislike a lot of people at school nowadays, and therefore do not want to associate with them any more than necessary :|

I used to talk and talk and talk, and talk to just about anyone. I used to not care that I’d never spoken to someone before; I’d still start a conversation. And now I find myself not speaking up so much anymore, and when people invite me to a party, I have to convince myself to go. The only time I willingly go places is with my two best friends. And well, that’s wonderful, but there are people in this world other than them.