forget a guy

after all this time, i think most ppl wud have figured it out, u can’t really say you’ve done it… its not about forgetting, because forgetting someone takes time, that is time away and it cud be years, and even after awhile, u never truly forget…
I find him still in my thoughts sometimes, like now… XD
i guess the only way u can say u’ve done it is if u’ve lost your memory somehow ^{-*
anyhoo, for now, im happy juz forgetting to think abt him… ^}

ok.. I was thinking today n I realised, even if someone suceeds in doing this, they wudn’t come back n report it cuz if they do come back, it sort of means they haven’t forgotten or am I makin’ no sense here??

anyhoo, forgetting someone isn’t as easy as I thought it would be.

however, thinkin’ abt another guy does work.. a bit.. and not seeing the guy helps.. you eventually lose interest.. but its the holz, as soon as its over, we’ll see each other again.

then I tried telling myself that its his loss, to make myself feel better, didn’t really work.. =( n also that there are plenty of other fishes in the sea… n I’m even convinced that I will find someone else and that he’s not the one..!!

I would eventually suceed, eventually..!! juz have to believe.. or actually keep myself occupied..