Let go of the past

I have done some talking with soemone that is very important to me. I opened up a lot and that is soemthing I have never done before. At the same time it was like a weight being lifted off of my shoulders. Everything I have been holding in for so many years and all it took was a conversation. And I actually slept a whole night without waking up. I knwo there is more that needs to be done before I have total closer but this was a huge step.

My ex husband called tonight. He told me how much he loves me and wants me back. There will always be a part of me that loves him…..for who he was not who he became. Am I stong enough to let go and not give in? I know myself. If after a month, I can still walk away from him as I am now…..then I am done. Update to follow in February.