a couple of weeks ago i got a text message from him saying “you have no reason to believe me, but i love you and i always will. where i was once lost, i no longer am”. well obviously i couldnt ignore that, so i called him. we got to talking, he professed his love and talked about getting back together. i was excited but still hesitant- we repeat this pattern often and he usually ends up dumping me. i invited him to come visit me for the weekend so that we could talk about it in person more rationally. he came down, things were comfortable. we both said i love you and held hands. then the subject of getting back together came up… i told him i am willing to make it work if we are both in it 100%. he made excuses, saying his job is going to consume lots of his time, etc, etc, and hes not sure if he can build a relationship on top of that. it was all bullshit (i have a job too and am twice as busy as him). i looked into his eyes and knew he was going to hurt me again. i told him to stop coming back if he doesnt intend to ever stay. so i said goodbye, let him sleep on the couch, and told him to be gone by the time i woke up in the morning.
i woke up, and he was gone. i felt an odd sense of relief. it’s finally over.
sweetipie002 has written 2 entries about this goal
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2 years ago
is this possible?
2 years ago
i thought i had found him, but then he ended it. gave him multiple chances but he always ends up breaking up with me. i want to date new guys but can’t seem to meet anyone decent. i’m in an art school, and about 80% of the guys around me are gay. this makes it very difficult to meet decent, STRAIGHT men. i don’t know where to look!
