be more confident

if i didn’t feel that there’s still some more confidence to come. i think i can do a lot better than this and i lot of people see this potential in me too. i can say that in the past 12 months my confidence has grown 110%. but if there’s still more confidence to come i won’t stop doing what i’ve been doing.

i’m feeling great about myself. i’ve learned to respect myself and my limits, i’ve learned to forgive me for most of the mistakes i’ve made and I feel more and more confident each day. i think i’ve reached 50% of confidence on myself. there’s still a long way to walk, i have to be more brave and face all my fears, believe in myself and being able to stand up for what i believe no matter how hard people try to convince me of the opposite.

some days i feel like shit, but that doesn’t change the fact that i’ve grown about 40% of confidence in myself. but i’m still not there. there are some things i must try to see if helps.

1. stay away from the computer for 24 consecutive hours every week (including cell phone web) to have a life
2. see a shrink to overcome my anxiety
3. practice yoga to breathe better and relax

i’m more and more confident each day and that’s awesome. i feel great about myself, i’ve never felt depressed anymore. i think i’m almost there.

and i’m doing good. Facing my fears and traumas from the past has been the key to succeed. By doing that i’m really getting more confidence, which makes me stand up for myself more. Here are the plans i’m still following:

• face my fears
• overcome anxiety
• stand up for myself
• learn how to say no
• get out of my comfort zone

in order to make 2009 really my best year yet i must pursue my confidence above all. i’ve been doing this for about almost one year now and i’m improving a lot. i overcame my anxiety attacks which is something great, i’ve started to love myself and understand i can’t and i won’t be perfect. but i still can’t say i’m totally what i was supposed to be. here are some of my plans to get there:

• face my fears
• stand up for myself
• stop caring about what other people think of me
• stop trying to be nice to everybody
• learn how to say no
• realize that i do deserve to be happy
• understand that there’s time for everything and never is too late