grow spiritually

so i’m not rushing things up. but i have a plan for this and split in two other goals.

first, i’m gonna learn more about eastern religions and meditation.

second, i’m gonna try some martial art. the real art behind it, not just the fight.

what is growing spiritually to me?
It’s acting, it’s actually doing what I believe. No more rituals, no more standing inside a temple once a week to thank for good things and asking for more. That’s wrong.
I had the opportunity to get to know a lot of religions, thank to my mom. And I’m pretty much sure that all of them preach that love is the higher virtue of a human being. So why do we only listen to it and don’t practice it? Let’s love, let’s forgive, let’s respect, let’s help.

instead of a medium term goal now i set this as a “goal to achieve in 5 years”. knowing exactly how far you need to go makes it easier to get there.

even if it looks like i’m not doing to much on this goal, i know i’m on the right path. finding out that the real spiritually is inside of us made a huge difference in my life. before i was trying to reach something that i really didn’t have idea. it was something so far, so out of reach.

next step is investing in meditation to stay in touch with my inner self even more.

read more, meditate more, dedicate sometime to find some inner peace. haven’t done that yet but i will next month. promise.

i think i’m slowly growing. i’m more and more aware of my spirituality and my inner self. that’s something you find inside of yourself and not in this or in that religion.

i’ve totally forgot about this goal, and i forgot how important it is. actually is one of my most important goals. i think this is the key to overcome my fears and my anxiety and get the confidence i want. i’ve tried to fight with my bare hands and i’ve got nothing but a lot of diseases. of course i’ve accomplished a lot of things, but along with them came the stress and anxiety. i gotta find a balance between fighting for my dreams and finding my inner peace, so i can achieve my goals and at the same enjoy them.

i’ve got focus more on this goal. i’m gonna start meditation now and hopefully i can contact my innerself

i think this journey i’m gonna take for life. i can say to myself now that i’ve already done a lot in this direction, and i think i’m in a right path. i let go all the religions i’ve already had and i’m concentrating myself on finding inner peace and find the spiritual answers inside of my self not outside.

i’ve already had several religions, mostly because of my mom’s search. i’m really starting to let go of religion from now on. i’m really sure that there’s something beyond our knowledge that controls the universe and for that reason no religion would be able to really translate in words its meaning. i’ll keep searching for that.