ask him out

hmm im begining to think its not worth it…. :(

i was also just thinking i got a guys number while ago and i dunno if i would like to be involved in some resemblence of a relation ship with him but the only problem is that his is into phone sex and well just waaaay to much sex related things in general.. maybe that would make the stupid boy i thought i liked pissed off..hmm maybe.. then again how childish but i am still a child as im not 18 (yet!!)

ok so it only took me two weeks to tell him that i still liked him and GUESS WHAT....i got NO reply yep thats right no reply.
I am starting to think that he only likes going after girls to hook up then get rid of which really sucks becausei think i really like him, however i now believe it was all part of his game….Yuck stupid boys

hmm well,
where to begin as i havent writen in anything for a while.
well i decided to get over him recently and all was going well for the complete 2 seconds..sigh..
so now i have decided to tell him how i feel..
i know he liked me a few months ago but we have hardly spoken since so i dont know if he feels the same way…hmmm oh well lets see how long it takes for me to back out and not tell him…
and happy new year everyone

well ok so here goes..
‘he’ asked me if i wanted to take it slow or see how it goes (about 3 weeks ago)when we hang out in a few days so anyway nothing really happened. But on last monday i went around to his place and well we hung out just doing crap.
oh and by the way we have this inside joke, in the sport he does he has all these little kids that love him and what he does so i call them his groupies and i told him that he is my groupie as i dont have any so he agreed.
And well yeah when i was at his place we were joking around adn i said “well come on ur my groupie where is the worshiping hmm??” and OMG he lent in like in the movies sigh and kissed me double sigh that boy is one great kisser :) so we ended up kissing 3 times that day. yay. oh and i had a cold and i was like you might get sick and he said “doesnt matter, it would be worth it” awww cuteness but he did end up with my cold :( oops!
The sad thing about this is that he has hardly spoken to me since then, its only been at school here and there adn i have tried talking to him but i dont know anymore ..he told me he had feelings for me and i told him i had feelings for him too but now i dont know how he feels anymore…
i dont know whether i should ask him out or just wait for him…help im really confused :(