after thoughts
2 years ago
hmm…lately being having reprocutions about everything that happened. I need to talk to someone about it but i dont knw how to =[
swim_fan00 has written 3 entries about this goal
first timer
2 years ago
Hi
So how to begin, i was at my friends 18th i had a bit to drink (im not a big drinker at all i could probably get drunk on the small of it, sad and yet true).
Anyhow i was with a group of ppl and they all began to leave the area, until it was me and him left.
He took me by the hand and we walked off together, we were talkign about random things and then would you believe it we were making out while his hands explored my body.
He helped me down, so he was lying ontop of me as he then sliped his hand down my body and pulled my pants down….after doing other explict things we did the big bad…
then got caught half way thru it by my friends sister.
May i also mention that he is there neighbour and 8 years older then me..and i found out a few days later he has a girlfriend that he lives with. So it would appear the only reason we did it is because they had a fight that night.
oh well i still liked it lol.. next time i will do it with someone that means soemthing to me.
btw i was 17 and he was 25…
Untitled
3 years ago
well i only typed this in to see what others have written about it but seeing as it ha now been added to my list i may as well share my view. i have been thinking lately that i need to have sex as im 17 and hae never done it and lots of my friends have and i dont want to be the last to do it..which i know isnt a good enough reason so before u tell me it shouldnt be wasted like that just keep in mine that i havent done it i was only thinking about the stuation. i am quite self conscious so i dont really like the idea of beening naked in front of anyone let alone when i get in the shower i try no to look at myself as i feel like my body is disgusting. and no iam NOT suicidal. just unhappy with somethings about myself thats all. and wondering if having sex will make the members of the opposite sex like me, but then i think no wait they will only like to have a quick screw then never have anything to do with me.
