I have re-written my internet profile and am going to upload some more photos on to it. I am going to repost it on the internet and not be so half arsed about it this time. I am also going to continue to flirt with my electrician, he has called me twice for no reason and dropped in once. I feel a little encouragement on my side is due as I do like him. I am also going to continue to go out with my friend and her friend who is “apparently” a little interested in me, even though she keeps organizing get together’s and appears to be helping but in actual fact is hindering any possibilities there. I have given him my business card, so quite seriously if he does want to follow it up he has the means, I’m not putting too many eggs in that basket, but it is time for me to get off the couch and get out there and make a much more serious effort than I have in the past- which is exactly why I am sitting on my couch alone at night.
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Yeah. Well that went pear shaped. Didn’t happen. Feel a bit sad- I think more for the fact that nothing ever seems to work out and the disappointment from another failed attempt – but what can you do but keep trying I guess.
Well his name is Andrew-just for something original and he did call again and I have seen him twice since. He is really nice and I am hoping to see him again soon. We seem to have so much to talk about. Although he seems to be doing most of the talking and says I don’t talk much. He doesn’t realise that I talk so much its nice to take a rest for a change. I am wishing my self good luck because I really like him.
I have met a really nice man. We went out for a drink after work last week and spent five hours non-stop talking. He rang last night but I missed the call and have left a totally ambiguous message but am hoping he will give me a call back soon.
I can’t wait to hear from him or to see him again. I am really looking forward to kissing him.I hope he is feeling the same way.
I really don’t want to stuff this up by getting scared and turning into a complete kook, the way I normally do, but he seems to be very open and honest and not a game player. So if I keep this in my minds eye it will keep my tendancy to play games at bay as well. God-Please don’t let me freak out and start acting stupid.
I am reading a book called ‘Where We Met’. It is a series of short stories by Australian writers of true accounts of how they met their partners. At times it makes me feel sad because no one has ever fallen head over heels in love with me like that but it is also good because it makes me believe it is possible and none of the situations are that out of the ordinary. So I guess it can happen to me too- I just have to be in the right place at the right time and be open to it.
I have also spoken to alot of disillusioned friends and have come to the conclusion that no one is better than a crap one. So if I don’t find what I am looking for it really is not worth settling for anything else. The couples that I am reding about in my book have worked out only where there is mutual love, respect and common interests shared and where their friendship to each other is evident. Not all of them have found it first time round.
I am meeting a guy for lunch tomorrow from the internet. I have never done this before. We both work in the city about a block away from each other and initially we were going to have a coffee. I think it is better to meet them and decide quickly.
Just checked my internet kisses. I got kissed back with a request to send my photo which I have done.
