become a better person

yeah thats it its the pressure its the feeling that makes me uncapable of achieving wat i want to was i know how do get rid of this pressure iam safe home…

Sure i aient the person i want to be and sure i cant manege to change and i aint that happy in my life but you know wat i look at those who aient leaven this life at its best i look at those who cant find food or chelter and i say thank god for his blessings i mean wat if that starving person was me wat if i was the one beging for money in the sreets man i really thank god for all he has given me and i hope he helps me to get it all together and stop the old me to become the new me…....Am i Right?????

i thought i had it i thought i changed i really belived that this time i made it and became the person i wanted to become but then and after all the effort iam back again to the person i was afraid of beeing ….Help….

why is it that every time i want to change i mess up and go back to the old me. Why is it that i cant get the motivation i need to just end the things i hate in me and b that person. its crazy you see y display picture thats kobe bryant he failed really bad in the year 2006 with his new no. and all but when he thought he neede to change he ended up becoming the second player ever to play the game to get over 50 points a game in 5 sucsesive games its crazy he changed like that but i couldent wat shoul i do???