know what I want

1. fashion
2. clothes
3. jewellery
4. browsing the net for fashion i can’t afford or inspirations.
5. music and books and other sources of pleasure and inspiring gadgets.
6. trying to wear the same clothes in my cupboard in different ways because i have no others and can’t buy anymore.
I really need to be serious about life now. i need money

What I’d like out of my life:
1. To travel
2. To have fun
3. To be comfortable with difficult or changing situations
4. For my family to be happy
5. To see new places
6. To make some money
7. To find a career path that will make all this possible
8. To help others
9. To live life to the full
10. To have meaningful life experiences instead of moping around the house watching TV and surfing the internet for jobs
11. To find something I am passionate about

The above are not really in any order.