Well okay, let’s kick this off.
I am going to go ahead and say I like someone. I do and I don’t, but I cannot stop thinking about him. I have had a thing for him for .. almost 3 years now, and I doubt I will ever be 100% over him.
I will be in college next fall and I can’t leave this behind, it’s eating me. I will hate myself if I never let him know or actually go for it.
Now, you can probably tell that I’m not exactly the “go-getter” when it comes to men seeing that ‘have my first kiss’ and ‘find a boyfriend’ are yet to be crossed off my 43 things list. But I have no choice! He is more of what you could call ‘experienced’, so I mean, I have reason to be apprehensive (I think anyway).
I need to be assertive and at least let him know. Besides, I know for a fact that he has had something for me before, and I have this strange feeling/hope that we are in the same boat. My hopes? Well, because we’re both be at different schools I plan on fully embracing the summer and spend as much of it with him as I can, if he feels the same anyway.
I really feel this can happen, I just SERIOUSLY need to get the ball rolling …
Oh, and you know the main character from Across the Universe? Looks JUST like him, except he is, just, better. =]
