be more independent

I pretty much drive/ take myself anywhere I need to go, including some places in the middle of ATL I have never been before. That’s a pretty big one for me because I HATE driving, especially in Atlanta… and used to avoid it whenever possible. Now I pretty much just suck it up and go without too much anxiety. I have two more hurdles to jump before marking this off: taking full responsibility for/ care of Shi Shi, and being more responsible for my state of mind (instead of relying on others to help pick me up when I’m down and stuff like that).

so… i had a long way to go on this one… but i have started driving myself around and stopped asking c to do stuff for me that i can do myself. it’s definitely a start. it’s made me slightly less depressed as well. yay.