I need to let go of my need to assign blame and to seek retribution when destructive or negative behaviors by other affect me.
Peggy Hill has written 3 entries about this goal
I feel so betrayed and hurt. I thought that we had something special going on. A rebuild for the future. A legacy. And now the rug is pulled from under me. I have been dunked under the water and am struggling for air. Now I am angry. Really angry. At first I just thought that it would work out so I was hopeful. Today I realized that there is no hope left.
I probably deserve this somehow. This on top of every other f-cking thing that has gone wrong this year. I am sure that others have cursed me.
I cannot look him in the eye.
Was it planned? Was it an accident? Was it just circumstance or was it intentional?
I cannot forgive him.
Today I was told that I needed to make a MAJOR change of schedule for work. Even though I completely disagreed, I was a tolerant, forgiving, good problem-solver and I think that by tomorrow it will be resolved.
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