use my alcoholism for good and not evil

and i was doing so good. looking back, i’ve made a lot of progress. once i put this latest relapse behind me, it’ll be one more to cross off the list.

thinking about most of my “things”, i realized i haven’t stated exactly when or how these things are officially considered done.
i feel like i left the worst of the dffd days behind at el rancho destructo. fun times were had, but the predictability got stale. it seems that drinking is now an accent, not a predictable beginning to events i’ll inevitably regret.
i think i’m getting close to moving this to the “done” pile. we’ll have to see how the rest of the semester goes.