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People never remain the same
Everyone changes their ways
Through thick and thin subsides after so many days
They say they’ll help you through the mysty haze
That’s only gotten stronger since you’ve been in a daze
But in the end all you can do is pray
To the lord and hope he has a way
To help you through your dismay
Because after all the people that went their own way
He’ll be the only one that will help with your malaise

weeds will come and weeds will go
but they will continuously remind you
they always have seeds to grow
they stand tall thru the morning dew
and reflect off the midnight moon’s desperate glow
they stand thru time weather old or new
and remain strong but surviving only in shadows
flowers survive under a light that is true
and weeds will always have a desire to know
what kind of life is under that strong of a brew
but they will never be able to pass thru
and they always act like they already knew
and they will continuously pursue
to drag you under their shadows
but always be strong and remember where the light remains true

i guess its a good thing you get under my skin
proves that i care about you
i just wish you could read my mind
so i wouldn’t have to tell you that you upset me sometimes
as strong as our connection is,
you’d think you would feel it
but for some reason,
that’s one thing you don’t ever pick up on
and if you do you don’t show it
i know we’ll work it out
we always do
just wish it didn’t have to be this hard
i wish i didn’t have to miss you
and i wish i didn’t have any heart ache
i wish you never made me feel pain
but love is pain so i guess its good you do
i love the smell of your cologne when you walk in the room
and the feeling of you next to me
it makes me feel complete
i just hate the moments that you aren’t here
because i feel like apart of me is missing

your eyes are as dark as the night sky
with a twinkle as clear as the stars that guide us
your kisses are so deep i could get lost in them
and your touch is so soothing it feels like a dream
my heart aches for you when you’re gone
my body longs for your touch when we’re apart
when we are together all my worries melt away
its a connection i’ve never felt before
with a surge so strong it could shift the currents
we have a rythm nobody else could feel
and a language nobody else could understand
when we are together everything makes sense
where ever our path may lead us
is undecided and a little complex
so for now i just want to be here in your arms
and enjoy every moment our hearts beat as one

ever wonder what’s real
and what’s fake?
feel like if you blink
your life might crumble into flakes?
try to grasp reality
but your mind is as solid as a milk shake?
welcome to my world of vast mistakes…
life isn’t easy and you can’t always name the stakes
one decision always effects the next one that you’ll make
but its never unforgivable,
just try to calm the quake
sometimes a few steps back is one step forward
you’re always eventually given a break
life is like a movie,
when it matters you’ll get a second take

ok so its not my best i just felt like writing sighs…

so many days seem the same
its like a never ending game
i know i only got myself to blame
but its such a damn shame
even the sun shines on me the same way
beating down on my face with its blisterring rays
all though i’ve forgotten what that feels like
on this cold winter day
its been so dark and even when the wind blows
my hands still feel like clay
everything moves as normal
but seems so still in its own way
feels like time just stopped
when i was sittin on the doc of the bay
and its here that i’ll stay
with the sun’s rays
beating down on me from every which way
untill one day
when i decide
to change the direction
of its steady sways.

life is short and bittersweet
everyone says to follow your dreams
how easy it seems,
but there’s a thin line between our screams
our souls proceed to rage with steam
to rise above the glistening sea
but the waves remind us of how far away we can be
by crashing down in two’s and three’s
all we want is to feel free
and just be
why must all these challanges
pry against our needs?
and then at last, we are retrieved
when we are at our deepest plead
we regain our strength and speed
to move on, execute and exceed
above expectations and greed
and are filled with the strength to succeed.

not sure if i like how i ended this one. i haven’t written in so long and was all of the sudden inspired by aerosmith’s “dream on” any feed back would be appreciated…

well i haven’t been blogging like i wanted to but honestly, i don’t really think my life is interesting enough to post a blog on a daily basis however, i have been writing a lot about my progress on my goals on this site, so i think that counts. i never realized how much making a list and checking things off would really motivate me. it feels good to see your progress and be able to look back on it.