stop caring so much about what other people think

I think I’ve finally accomplished this. By playing an obnoxious bird in a play and not letting what Ali said about me (not in relation to the play) bother me, I think I’ve let go of that. Atleast a little bit.

There goes all that down the drain. I may be happy with myself, but people don’t percieve me in the way I want them to. So I still worry about what everyone thinks. Just today I said, “Do they think I’m a freak? Does everyone think I’m crazy?” Great.

I think I’m actually getting better at this. I still worry a lot that people don’t like me, but I don’t care if they talk about me so much anymore. I’m still always afraid that someone is talking to me just so they can get me to tell them something that they can use to make fun of me. Even though it doesn’t bother me as much.

I was angry for days the last time someone said something about me. I need to stop caring because it really doesn’t matter. I flip out when anyone says anything about me. And I really shouldn’t. It doesn’t matter what everyone thinks of me because I like me.