loose weight

i need to start dieting again! i dont even know what i weigh :S

Been on my diet for nearly a week now
its my birthday tomorrow so i might be going out for a meal, lol and i will not be having a healthy option…
I am feeling a lot better since ive been dieting though…
I know its only been a few days really, and i havent stuck to it rigidly ever day, but even so, eating healthier foods, and getting my 5 a day, or near enough, i feel so much better…
I think my skin has cleared up loads, and i generally just feel good about the way im eating. =]
...i am getting a little sick of pasta though :P
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okay! so i have been on this diet for 3 days now… and i dont think im doing badly atall! the great thing is i can eat pasta, jacket potatos, baked beans, and meat and stuff… so i dont ever feel hungry… i mean pasta is a free food, so i can just eat it all bloody day if i want!!! lol
Im feeling better about myself already…
weighed myself yesterday 9.13
...not what i want to weigh, but its a starting point!
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Ok! ...I didnt go out tonight, well that isnt ok!
...but i have followed my diet all day!

have followed this diet all day… but i know im going to cheat tonight, i want pizza plus, =[ God, i hate life.
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So my weight at the moment is 10.2stone
This makes me want to cry! I weighed a stone less this time last year… But now i know how obese i am, i will be strikt with myself, i will not be letting myself off anymore. The 2-4-6-8 thing didnt work… so i am now doing slimming world, because my mum and sister are, so theyve got all the books and shit, so its going to be easier. This morning ive had a bowl of pasta, which is “free” and some diet coke, 1.5 cals a can… so its all good…
i am not going to binge this weekend… i am at a party tomorrow night, but i can have vodka as a “syn” ...2.5 syns for 25mils, and u can have 15syns a day, so if i dont “syn” all day i can have a few vokda and DIET cokes saturday night….
i am so serious about this… i need to drop a stone, then i can be happy…. i will do it! It will work… and i will be happy again!!!!!
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so today i didnt weigh myself! but i will tomorrow
im starting the 2,4,6,8 diet, which i did today, only i went wrong about 6 o clock ish, and i had 2 doughnuts and a sandwich…
but its all good… i eat less than yesterday! so tomorrow will be a better day! promise!
And i did excersize, so its going to be ok! I can do this!!!
As long as i keep busy busy busy!!!!
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so the weight situation is wank at the moment…
ive let it go sort of…
i need to weigh myself tomorrow morning, i think im around 10 stone again though, which fucking hurts!!!
Im so un motivated at the moment though so i just let myself eat!
Today ive done ok i supose…
I never excersize though, which really needs seeing to…
gah maybe once ove weighed myself ill manage to guilt myself in to doing something about it…
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meh not really lost any weight but im going to the gym, and im ar more toned now, so yeah, moderatly happy with my figure to be honest. well for the moment anyway!
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okay! so i actually weighed myself!!!! eeek! I weigh 9.5 stone!!!! eeek!!!! :(
oh well, lol, thats a lot better than what i weighed last year!!! :S i shant go into that one thow!!! lets just say i had a lot of puppy fat as my mother used to put it!
ok, well my goal is to get down to 9 stone exactley! I would be dead chuffed if i could manage that!!! So, yeah, from Monday, that will be my priority!!! Dieting! :D
I decided when i get down to 9 stone my reward will be to get my belly button pierced, cos ill have a nice enough stomach to show it off!! :D
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