finish my book

amazing book! now onto my next one – Sleepwalking by Nicola Morgan.

dont know what its like, hope it helps.

density of a soul was sooooo helpful!

i am not an original artist, i am a scavanger :)

so the books that i have been reading have actually been helping.
i have finished he died with a felafel in his hand, read surviving amber and now am reading density of a soul. my god. i havent done this much readin in years but its helping me develope new ideas and new techniques of writting wooo

xox

after the rant i have arranged the books im going to read in an order that i think will get them done.

first starting with “He died with a felafel in his hand”
xo

im finding i need more motivation as usual to keep going with this book. I see new vampire books arising everywhere and it makes me want to stop, its sad though i feel that the over competition of writing a vampire novel is to powerful.
thoughts keep going through my head “it wont be good enough” “its going to be like the others”
its annoying because i have such a want to complete this…
I also have the struggle with writing this as a book or a script. Either way i go with this i have to wait a few years before i can even think about publishing it or putting it into the works because the want for Twilight books and movies is to big at the moment and anything else that comes out at the same time is going to be swept under the carpet. Not that i could finish this book this year or even the end of the next purely because i am that lazy and there is to much to write in such little time.
I want a mentor, someone who will criticize my ideas and help me be a better writer, it seems i have to keep turning back to the imaginary mentors such as John Marsden or Ann Rice and reading their books so i can be inspired…

thats why i have on my bed 7 books i want to complete over the next few weeks so i can use this as motivation. I have one book thats called ‘the writers little helper’ which gives you tips to being a better writer, as lame as it sounds i think i can use a bit of it.

sigh its unfortunate that i cant sit myself down and just write, i suppose with this book in particular or should i say ‘idea of a book’ is all in my head therefore its harder, i have it all visualised in my head – every detail and thats so hard to put down into words sometimes. Purely because some of it that is visualised would be, if in a movie, special effects grrrr.

its all frustrating really.
xox

i really need to finish this chapter these holidays so i think i will do a bit every chance i get coz it cant be that hard to put it together, things need to start happenin in the book so it flows and the tension and suspension/antisipation is built proply otherwise this book is going to be a dud.

xox

i gave my teacher a changed copy of the start of the story and oh yeah i got an A+ hahahha ^_

also its going really welll some things are just falling into place its so excellent.

xo

i dreamnt about Barns one of my main characters he was REALLY evil and dangerous and it was weird coz i didnt think of him like that AT all but yeah what my dreams say must be true concidering this whole story started from a dream

wrote a lil on the second chapter

havent been in the mood for it though

feel like im repeating myself when i write the conversation between people…

xox

so have not had ANY time so write sigh

really annoying coz i want to get the second chapter over and done with

i spose i shouldnt rush things and nothing has really come to mind….

however…using the church that i love so much in this story might come in handy….hmmm thinks

still i have no time to write.

xoxox

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