lose twenty pounds

At 114 now anyway. Yay! 12 lbs. Lost!

Certain people are contributing to this diseased thought that I must be thinner. And I bid them an emotional adieu, at the weight I plan to maintain of 120.

Argh. Will I never lose another lb?

At 122. That’s 4 lbs down. One fifth of the way.

Although it wasn’t that long ago I can remember being 158, and even 138 really isn’t that far away, it’s still maddening.

Sixteen lbs. That’s it. I just want to be 106. Is that so much?

We’ll have to wait until after this to see what all I’ve really lost. I just need to be below 120. I won’t give in to Ephedra and take it now that it’s legal again. Grr.

Big whoop. :(

... exercising more. I am going to try the 3×30 minutes a week thing. We’ll see.

I WAS 122.5. Scared to get on the scales after being a pig. I’ll hold off on weighing for a couple days.

123.5 now. At least I’m over 1/10 of the way there.