have faith

i think this entry is the one that consumes my time, my thoughts and my actions the most. i feel sometimes like im being called to work for God but at the same time i feel as if i am so far away from where i need to be that its impossible to even start over again. i just dont know if its better to listen to my heart or my head.

I used to have faith a long time ago. I believed in God and I was consumed with my beliefs. I was happy and I felt like I had a path in life. Now after a few years of hardships I’m lost in my faith. I dont know how to regain it to where it once was (or better) and I’m stuggling. I want the inner peace I once had. I’m just at a lost at how to get there.