find a best friend

I think the relationships I have with my current friends are on the verge of a breakdown. I haven’t been out with them just for the sake of it for ages. And I feel as if there’s nothing to talk about with them… every aspect of my life is being affected by a different one. And they’re all interlinked. Which is bad.

I love the friends I do have dearly, and without them I wouldn’t be the person I am today. But on the other hand, there’s no one person who I can tell everything all the time, and nobody to support me through thick and thin and who I’m willing to divulge all my problems to.

The problem is, I’m looking for someone too similar to myself.

Why is it that whenever I’m really in need of an ego boost or someone to tell me that everything will be better, nobody’s ever around to tell me?

The people I usually rely on to help me out have been ignoring me ever since I got online, and the person who is never supportive ever EVER (yet I still expect to be supportive in my mind) is still… not supportive. I hate people ignoring me.

I was looking at my astrological personality traits today. Generally, I don’t really tend to follow this type of thing but it said in the analysis that Libras are constantly looking for someone to complete them. I feel the need to have someone else there who totally gets what I’m talking about, who I can classify as my best friend.

I mean, it’s not like I don’t have any friends. But I’m yet to find someone who I actually click with and can talk to about everything and anything for hours and hours on end.

...it must be nice to have a best friend.