Be cute

I don’t know what to do about this. Cos isn’t cute something that comes naturally and not if you work at it? It… doesn’t look like it’s going to happen. Unless I know how to do this.

I think I look cute on Fridays?

So.. I was wondering what is percieved as ‘cute.’ Because when I ask people they don’t give a straight answer. Hmm.

Any ideas?

I will need to check this out with people. I have no idea whether I’m perceived as ‘cute’ by modern society. Unless they’re lying, I know about 4 people who would call me cute. But I dunno… I’m not happy with myself 100% yet, but I’m on my way!

A comment on one of my entries made me realise that I need to stop being mean about other people, even if I really don’t like them. If I carry on like this, it will end up backfiring on me and everyone will start to hate me.

This is nicht gut. I need to be nice about people!

Even when I say thank you to other people, in my mind I can’t help asking myself ‘why??’
There’s always a need for total affirmation and also for a legit reason as to why I’m nice-looking, or whatever. especially when I think that they are also cute and I don’t know what to do when they feel the same way back.

I made this mistake last week, and I’m not sure if I regret it or not. I mean… the guy was great – amazing, but there’s no way he could’ve liked me back, even though he told me.

Stupid Rice!

Thanks @ scooterbird and efbq. You guys are nice =)

UPDATE and Michael who called my last.fm display picture adorable about 1/2 an hour ago.

This goal will never work unless I believe it myself, and have others tell me it too.
Affirmation is the key…

How I’m trying to change myself for someone who would like me and enjoy my company anyway. Not that we could ever date.

I would like to do this for my own personal happiness =D