gain 10 pounds

alright, so this goal is becoming more of a challenge than i thought! in september, i have had to get braces and such for my teeth. of coarse, my mom is a hard ass and won’t let me eat a lot of things because of my braces. because of that, i’ve lost about 5 pounds.

i’m now at 83 pounds! i can’t even fit into size 00 or 0 anymore. i either have to make my jeans fit me or i have to wear children sizes which aren’t that flattering. shirts don’t fit me anymore either. i’m 14, i shouldn’t be wearing children sized pants and shirts that look huge on me!

i’m becoming more and more active as well. gaining weight is not only difficult for me but, gaining muscle is too. so basically, i’m an all around skinny, weak person :/ also, i haven’t grown at all this year and it’s really frustrating. my doctor took notice and he has asked me what my eating habbits are and other things.

hmm, i’ll just have to try harder i guess. i’m going to physical therapy for my bumb knee so, maybe i’ll gain some muscle from that. lets hope, ehh?

i lost two pounds! how is that possible when all i’ve been doing is sitting on my bootay?!

i was 85 when i first decided to start this goal. now i am 89 pounds :-D not exactly 10 pounds but, it’s progress!

i weight 85 pounds and am 5’2. is that healthy? i really started noticing that i’m too skinny when this skater asked me for a dollar and i refused to give it to him. as i walked away he yelled “YEAH YOU PROBABLY NEED IT ANYWAY! EAT SOME FOOD, ANOREXIC!”

:| kinda harsh. my friends seem to notice it too and they tease me about it. funny at times, annoying at other times. everyone tends to focus on my weight and then build up from that. there was a rumor at my school that i was balemic and anorexic (which makes no sense because you can’t be both). harsher D:

i’m going to (try) to gain all of it in muscle. if i don’t accomplish the goal (because 10 pounds is a buttload to gain) i’m okay with that.