wear a bikini

..think I’m genetically destined to be a pot belly. I’m doomed. One piece for me only. Nah…I take that back. I won’t give up. I’ll just have to give up cheeseburgers and such. That or learn how to suck in my belly for hours on end while in bikini fashion.

...have improved my diet. I have not gone through the McD’s, Bking, or chikfila in MONTHS! I don’t drink soda, except for once in a blue moon. I don’t exercise enough, but more than I have done more this year than in my entire life! One motivation that I sometimes use, although negative reinforcement—I suppose, is putting on my bikini and looking at myself in the mirror. Whoa…that makes me wanna work out! As does seeing those slim chicas in their bikinis. I really want this…I think, anyway. If I really want it that badly, I might be try a little harder. Ah..tomorrow is a new day.

...think this entry goes hand in hand with exercising more and having healthy diet. Whatever…I started exercising more so, therefore I hope to wear the bikini and look good in it by next summer. Please…let me complete this before I am with child.

I went through a period of laziness and poor eating habits for the past month and a half. What can I do but try all over again. So…starting from scratch!

Of course anyone can squeeze into a bikini anytime, but I want to look hot, too!!! I remember the day when I’d slide on my little bikini, look in them mirror, and think that I looked a little chubby. I wish I could go back to the size I was then! Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have layers bulging out of the bikini, but I certainly am not confident enough to strut down the beach with out the sarong on. I joined an awesome gym, and am getting there. Next summer, here I come!!! Until then, I’ll stick with the one piece.