stay sober

No hangover, feel good. ready to face the day! Ah its good not to worry about money for alcohol tonight… yeh so I relapsed. But im back on the straight and narrow now. Feels good again..

So I drank last night. Dont know why. Maybe part of me wanted to see what I was missing. Nothing it turns out. Felt like crap, feel like crap now. Do I want to feel that way everyday again? hell no! I’m not missing anything. Im not going to beat myself up about it, just carry on as I was before. So onwards and upwards again! This was not easy to admit by the way! But I felt it needed to be noted. Thanks for the support and I hope it contiunues, Dont be too hard on me! Lol

Seems to have gone really fast, If someone had said to me a few months ago I would have been able to stay sober for this long I wouldnt have believed it for a second. It just proves, when you’ve made up your mind, you can achieve anything!
Even in this short space of time, I have lost weight, My skin has cleared up and woop woop my tan is coming back:P

Remember, You will never give up anything, unless you want to.

Waking up in the morning is a pleasure, anyone who is thinking of giving up, Dont think of it as giving up ha! Think of it as being sober, which is the natural state. The joy of living life without alcohol if a million times better than any state of drunkeness! trust me.

I am meeting with an alcohol specialist, and she is amazed at how prepared and how I am dealing with it. You can do anything one you make up your mind! Good luck to anyone just starting out in actually living life.

Thank you and have a great day peeps!

What can I say? Life is good! All the little things that stressed me out so much when I was drinking seem isignificant now, Life just seems so much eaiser to handle. I love it! Heres to sobreity!

Feels great! Bring on 2 weeks!

Again sun is shining, Luckily I have no car so I have to walk to the shops. In response to battendownthehatches I used to drink 3 – 4 litres of white cider a day, So thats 22 – 30 units every day. And in regards to the walking comment, I walk to college which is a 2 mile round trip so I get to do that everyday anyway :D your right it does feel good to get some excercise done! Life is good I tell’s ya! Take care everyone!

Sun is shining, its a beautiful day our in sunny England ha. This is my first sober weekend in years, it feels enlightening, urges do come when I feel bored, but the way i see it is, im going to be bored even if i do drink so whats the point! Going into town now to get some stuff, going to learn to cook something new today ha.

Have a good day everyone! :D

First friday night sober in 5 years! Feeling goooood!

Woke up feeling really good. No hangover ha! Not sure what im going to do today, maybe work out a bit. But Im still feeling good and positive. Its going well, after tomorrow night it will be the longest I havent drank for in 5 years! Woop woop. Take care everyone and have a good day!

Just walked back from College and actually realised what a beautiful day it is out! It feels so empowering not thinking about how much money I have to get alcohol tonight! Just going to chill and listen to some music, even that sounds better and more meaningful now! Feeling good :D people even commenting on me looking better already, even after a few days! Thanks for the comments and support guys :D