Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.

He turned out to be a lying cheating jerk….fun stuff. So yeah, even farther from this goal then when I started….

and truthfullly am terrified. I feel like a piece of me is missing when he is not around. I’m feeling the warm fuzzies and not sure if I’m ready for all this. I guess I’ll just hold my breath and cross my fingers and hope for the best.

still searching for the perfect love…..

getiing very close to accomplishing this goal ;)

I met someone and I’m starting to admitt I’m sprung. I’m still trying to figure out what’s wrong with him, but I’m starting to believe there isn’t anything. Wish me luck, I’ll need it

The time and activity hasn’t been planned yet, but we’re supposed to do something tomorrow night. I’m excited, cynical, yet optimistic. We’ll see.

The say as soon as you stop looking for it you find it. I try not to be on a constant search, but I’m tired of waiting. I’m frustrated and slightly bitter. Any brushes with love always turn out in disappointment and I’m not even sure I want to try anymore.

I just got set up with a paid dating site. I figure that it will at least give me something to keep me entertained. The least it could do is expand my horizons. I know a few people in relationships that stemed from such sites, so here goes nothing.