I went to “Chippers” for Easter lunch with my family. I realized they didn’t have many veg options on the menu. I had the salad bar. After coming home, I rode my ex. bike for 45 minutes. I took a nap, but I am still tired. I stayed up very late last night.
I didn’t do much today. I keep waking up so early in the morning. I took care of my pets, helped my dad a bit, and used the treadmill for 30 minutes.
not getting a whole lot done. I refinished a desk that I had done earlier. I wasn’t satisfied with the finish. I’ll try to fix the drawers.
I planted all the seeds for transplants for the garden.
I purchased a voucher for the A+ certification exam. I feel ripped off that I have to pay for both tests. I thought they would be purchased together, not seperately, so it will cost 2x what I expected! I hope it is not a scam!
I need a freakin’ job. My old work still has not called, and I drove by the office, so I know people are working there now. That makes me anxious. I wonder if I did something wrong last year.
Today I helped my dad a little in the morning. I then went with my mom to visit my aunt. We went to Walmart, and I got my hair cut. My mom almost left without me because she didn’t know I wanted to go too. My hair stylist’s name was Rachel, and she was hot! Well, I thought so. I didn’t get much at the Walmart, mainly some food. I stayed with my plan for lunch, but I had soup tonight instead of pizza. I really want to lose weight again. I’m still dealing with some problems sleeping because of the medication I was trying. I hope the effects wear off soon. I’m tired of not being able to be comfortable.
I can hardly believe how much junk I have. I pick it up and move it around, but rarely do I get rid of anything. As a whole it looks like junk, but when I look at each thing, it looks useful, and I can’t bear to part with it. Even when I get ambitious, and throw out things, it seems to barely make a dent in the “pile.”
I refinished an old desk and moved my computer to it. It seems a little too high, but maybe I’ll get used to it. I might have to sit on a stack of phone books! I remember actually doing that at my aunts house once when I was little. Now I have to empty my other desk and put it somewhere. I think I’m going to move it to the basement, and bring up a chair, bookshelf, and side table. I’m skipping my exercise bike for today!
I went to the Doctor today. She gave me a new medicine to try. I went by myself today. I was nervous because I haven’t been going out by myself. I felt a little weird. I went to the thrift store and to Walmart in Pontiac.
I did some of the things on my list today. I did Spanish tonight. I went with my mom to my aunts house.
I didn’t go to the library as I had planned. I didn’t study either. Maybe after dinner.
I am feeling low. I keep sleeping too much. Lately I have been tired and sleepy all day. I feel sad because my dad keeps asking me to do things that I can’t do as a vegan. I feel like I just need to get away from my family more. I can’t wait until I start my job in Bloomington. Honestly, there should be somewhere I can work in computer support! Problem is my social skills suck. Even when I talk to my therapist I am nervous. I worked at Target for 7 years but after all that working with people, I still feel really shy. There should be a rehab center for people like me!
Today’s headlines:
Seasonal Test Scoring Job Likely to be Regained
Spanish Unit 2 Completed
Depression Causes a Lull in Productivity
Father is a Stupid Jerk
