visit my old high school

My high school (SAIL) had about 250 kids total, 90 or so in my graduating class. Everyone knew everyone and because of the small classes we were all really close with our teachers. Since I graduated I send the staff a fruit basket every year but I have been too embarassed to visit because I’ve gained so much weight. This December, even if I don’t lose any more weight this year (20 pounds so far) I will deliver the basket myself and reconnect with that place and with the people who gave me so much and ask for nothing in return.