get a tan

finally i got a tan. it was never about the actually tan; for me the tan just signified that i actually took time for myself away from the races to relax and take a real vacation; i made the time to get a beautiful tan in the mediterranean in a beautiful bikini. and next time it wont be 5 years in between tans

ive just worked soo much for so many summers that i just havnt had the time to relax outside and get a tan. its sad now; it makes me feel like i care more about the money than the relaxing and about myself; i dont need to work so many hours im not hard up for the money. my friends make fun of me; i do like my natural color but in the summer i like to get a tan. its been so many missed summer tans that im slightly off on my normal color. one summer i was hosting all summer and only took a weekend ‘vacation’ which is not enough time to get a good tan, i went to michigan too but u cant get a tan there; the next summer i worked again; got fired; really needed money to save to study abroad so no summer tan happened; the following summer i was in europe definatley not hot enough for me to get a tan in the part of eourope i was staying in; the next summer i worked again, took a week off to go to floridia but hurricanes were on the way so i only got clouds and wind no sun fot tanning; this summer i will be working again and i have no money for a vacation but im hoping for the best