When I am busy I don’t even have time to think about it, it’s just when I allow myself to contemplate my looks that I become self-conscious. It’s that thing: how to be more attractive to the opposite sex.
I have so enjoyed keeping up the running, it gives me a kind of inner smile. When I feel like that I feel so much more in touch with myself and so much more present. Seeing people walk past I imagine they can see that. And when it’s a woman I smile doubly.
