Heal

I feel like I’ve accomplished this goal for now. Of course, there is always some healing to do, but the experience I needed healing from I feel very peaceful about. I worked through it and I am back to myself. I’m sure these issues will come up and again, but like they say , what doesn’t kill you make you stronger.

talked iwth friends last night about current issues and how they have related to past things. It was helpful they were very supportive

This weeks challenge call and find out information about getting into therapy. Yikes that scares me.

Like everyone, I have some woundedness from growing up. I realize no one comes out with out some scars. I’m proud of the work I’ve done to heal so far, but recently i’ve realized that I need to go farther. I think it’s time to figure out why my self esteem is so low at times, why my confidence is shot and why I’m become so aloof in theh midst of someone, (boss, partner, anyon) who is controlling and picky.

One of the things I like about 43Things is that when someone cheers a long forgotten goal you have, it brings it to mind. Yesterday, this goal was cheered and it must have been on my mind. Today, when some friends gave me some needed friendship listening, compassion , and unconditional love, I just accepted it.

this has been hard.

I was complimented today and yesterday as someone was talking about my teaching abiities and my skills as a teacher. It was so hard to just take the compliment.