begin dating

I’m hoping this happens soon with a romantic interset of mine. About 3 months ago I put up a dream board with a list of characterstics for a new partner.

I was going along my business and have been starting to see an old friend pretty regularly. It hit me hard last week. I read the list I had posted and realize , it’s him.

I’m beginning to doubt. He didn’t come to the bbq. I really thought he’d come.
I kind of want to just call him and ask him. then move on!

I do think I will ask ….to the play.

took a risk the other day. I hope it pays off. Hoping it works out. I know I have good friends pulling for me and encouraging him. the ball is in his court.

Seeing a guy tomorrow I’ve had a crush on before at a dinner. I will be sure to sit next to him and chat. We’ll see. Last time I saw him we chatted for about 20 minutes in the gracery store.

I think I’m getting set up on Christmas. A friend mentioned that he’s Irish and plays the bag pipes. I’ll find out more later. I like Irish. Bagpipes can be loud. I just hope he’s around my age.

It’s just sending me old guys. It’s kind of depressing. I sure they are nice, but they look like they could be my grandfather.

eharmony… I went on one date. He was ok,not my type. I little tightly winded. Relax life is good. I wanted to sayl.

2 more look like htey are intereseted. One might be a littl etoo physically fit. That drives me a little nuts. I like a guy who is just normal, not hyper.

The other guy I’m hopeful. He seems like he’s gone after his dreams of theater and is happy. I like that. He’s farther away, but I thinhk I will go for him. ONe date, meet an interesting person.

I think I’m just going to say yes. I always do this and test fate. Of course I need to say I’ll go. Silly not to. Why do I hold back.. probably because I think I’ll get hurt again.

I had my second data with …. He’s a good guy. I think he’s really interesting and he’s cute. I’m surprised how much I really actually like him. We went out a few weeks ago for dinner and this time drinks. It feels pretty easy.

I've got a few doubts in that I think he's still in contact with his former wife , but I don't know the details. I 've got to ask before I go forward.  I tried to dish out some questions last time, but since it was our second date I didnt' want to push it.

but I kind of like him. I’ve known him for a long time. We have mutual friends and we talk all the time when I see him. He was at the wedding I was at last night. We talked a lot and danced, yet I wouldn’t say exclusively. He’s sweet enough, He’s successful, owns his house and a good job He’s an amazing cook., We share the same faith and family background. He and I live on the same coast and our families live within 1 hour from each other on the other coast.

Today at brunch after the wedding some folks were talking about him He wasn’t there. They remarked that he was a catch.

Yet I don’t step into it all with fear some else will come along. I don’t see him that often, but I want to make one of those crazy intentions that if I bump into him I this week it will be a sign to go for it.