be happy on my own..not having to rely on someone else for happiness

I added “not be so lonely” to my list today. My whole body hurts knowing there is no one to go home to and no one to go see. In this way I rely on others to make me happy even though spending time with anyone right now is not satisfying. Fun but not fulfilling. Beating out loneliness in this sense will stop the need to lean on others for contentment.

How to get pass the loneliness: My unicorn.

I am trying to learn how to create happiness for myself away from my boyfriend. I’ve not been very successful at it. Hopefully by the time he gets back I’ll no longer be so dependent on him for a smile.