Its been awhile since Ive checked up on 43 things. Since that time I’ve- surprisingly gotten into a relationship and with a pretty awesome and amazing guy who really digs me. :) Im happy and fortunate to have found a person Im compatible with and who I enjoy their company equally as they do mine. He’s adorable and sweet. While, on the other hand, Im blunt and sarcastic. It works and …yup many a time I have wanted to run away or break this relationship we have-just because of the person that I am..The anxiousness with commitment and relationships..etc.. But Ive stuck through it because I Do want this to work and want to get through my fear of commitment. We became official on my birthday and now we are still going strong. Although its a long distance relationship-haha great right? Especially for me the commitment anxious one, but surprisingly that has helped a lot in my case to keep the relationship going on as long as it has. Sometimes you need time alone from the ones you love to contemplate and think-whether it be for a short time to a long while- time is a necessity that cannot be taken lightly dealing with matters of the heart.
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Just the other day, literally XD i kissed my friend. It was nice and I had wanted to do such for awhile now. I knew that my friend would not see this as a big deal because i knew that they, in turn, liked me the way I had started to care for them. I could simply tell this by the little signs they gave off when we hung out together as “friends.” Neways so we kissed a good-night kiss and I felt lighthearted and at peace. I couldnt be more happier because I had fallen for my friend-this person who made me laugh and who I had a good time with each time we hung out. Well call this guy “C.”
I got a call from my other friend about a study session and when to meet up. We scheduled to meet the next day. We will call this person “D.” Well D was the guy that I had had an attraction toward since the begining of class and never got the nerve to talk to him until conicidentally an email was sent to all the students in the class by D calling for a study session toward whoever was interested. Since I needed a study session, I gladly replied and soon we ended up talking. One thing lead to another and now we txt and talk casually on the phone. XD neways so before I ever talked to C, I was attracted to D and continued to talk to D because I saw C as just a friend until we kissed and then it seemed to complicate everything…
The next day me and C hung out after class bt was tired and was a bore. He had to pay for me because I didnt have enough money and that might have pissed him off. Neways during the eatery, I had to step out because D called me, so I went to the bathroom to talk more privately. I stayed for quite some time though, now that I think of it, so maybe it was my fault in a way….
D called to cancel our study date that day and instead move it to the nxt day. I agreed that that would be a good idea and we hung up. Strangley he asked me what was the matter.. I told him nothing and that everything was good with a laugh,, It was because C was either pissed off at me, giving me the cold shoulder, idk something bt wen I got back to the table where C was, just having his reactions bounce off me, I felt soo out of it. I just wanted to either try to conversate with him to better the situation or get the hell out of there and have D come pick me up. Damn what a fuckin bust. Neways so there I was sitting at the table with C, bored out of my mind and haha faliing asleep. -Get this he apologizes and says that he’s sorry hes not up for talking because hes sleepy.
I dont know. Maybe Im making a big deal out of nothing. I just wanted to have fun and hang but this day pissed me off,—He pissed me off and after that I didnt want to speak to him for a very long time. This whole day pissed me off. Im just glad I could have the peace of mind to rant it out here. Surprisingly it helps tons…. :,
Im thinking of just forgetting him alltogether and getting to know D more instead of putting D on the backburner because supposedly I got serious with C. Hes just my friend the way I see it. He’s not worth my time if Im going to get pissed off lik this over some shitty little thing he does. Its just not worth it. I want to take my chances with D. See if I have better luck cuz Im not anyone’s %$@!’n bitch. I wont trail around while C does errands anymore. Thats bullshit! I shouldnt be treated like that and shouldnt have let that dick treat me that way. Dammit!
Im sick of this shit. Im taking my chances with D. Thats final.