the other day, I got a message from an old friend on a chat site. I avoided it for a really long time, because I know better that that friend is bad news and I am not a damn puppet that can be manipulated anymore by that x-friend. So avoiding the message, the old friend stopped for a while and then started up again. Im guessing with a new account to message me again. so this time, I did the same, ignored the message and friend request for about 3..or so weeks. Found my sis had friended the old friend. I guess b4 I gave her the speech about how freaky and wierd it was that this old friend was to find me and was kinda like stocking me…SO im like shocked…Anyways, so I..impulsively add this friend because I feel bad—-damnitt!! This shitt always happens to me. It is always is powered with this feeling of guilt that I give someone a chance when I know in my gut that I dont want to have anything to do with them. SOn… Anyways so I message the old friend as if nothing, saying something on the lines of how are you? How’ve you been, you’re right we havent talked in awhile…..etc…X(
