be genuinely happy

Possible?? ....or is it just an extremely sweet notion?? I mean, I can say I wanna be genuinely happy but who in the world really is? Seriously! Sure you can have moments of pure genuine happiness but how long does it last? How can you keep up that wonderful, feel-good feeling and not let it slip away after having a bad day?? I haven’t been happy in a very long time…never genuinely happy with no other sad or anxious or whatever feelings that go along with it for sure so that leads me to the more obvious question: IS GENUINE HAPPINESS A HOAX? JUST A MOMENTARY FEELING THAT’LL FADE BEFORE YOU EVEN REALIZE HOW HAPPY YOU WERE? The things that make ya go hmmmm??